Initiation
and the Process of Autorrealización
by Acarya Pranakrsnananda Avadhuta
There is in every living being a thirst for limitlessness. This
thirst motivates human beings to search in every nook and corner
of their environment for something, someone to satisfy this thirst.
When every possibility has been truly explored without satisfaction,
the individual is ready to learn the correct process, the exact
method from a competent teacher. The individual, humbled by his/her
exhaustive search, surrenders to the authority of the teacher. The
Yogi's say, "When the disciple is ready, the Guru appears."
In teaching Meditación to the disciple four factors make the initiation
complete. The student makes a commitment to a moral life, understands
the exact system of concentration in the Goal of life, is clear
about the devotional meaning of the acoustic syllables or mantra
empowered by the authority of the Guru and surrenders to the authority
of the Guru as the new born child in the arms of the father's care.
In ancient times the teachers of yoga Práctica wanted to communicate
the idea of initiation to the common people in a language which
could be equally understood by all. Therefore, they took an example
from everyday life. In India there are people who specialize in
snake charming. They travel from village to village carrying their
basket of live snakes to earn money entertaining the people. They
prepare a gourd, dry it, clean it and poke holes in its side to
create the notes of music that they play on this gourd like flute.
Attached to the end of the flute they tie a stick. Playing the flute
with a particular tune, the snake charmer moves through the villages
of India attracting the curious who like to see the snake "dance".
When he reaches the center of the village, he puts the uncovered
basket of snakes on the ground, spreads a small cloth and strikes
the head of the snake to wake it up.
The sleeping snake, instinctively knowing someone is attacking,
raises its head and threatens to bite. While the snake is poised
to strike, the charmer points the stick at the end of the flute
in the face of the snake. The snake watches the end of the stick
expecting it to strike again. As the snake is watching the stick,
the snake charmer continues to play his simple tune while moving
the end of the flute from side to side. Still expecting another
attack, the snake follows the end of the flute also moving from
side to side. Although the snake is deaf, it seems as though the
snake is dancing to the music.
Using the familiar situation, the yoga teachers explained the process
of initiation. At the base of the spine located within the spinal
fluid is a potential Espiritual force. This force is said to be coiled
like a sleeping snake. At the time of initiation this sleeping potential
force is awakened like the sleeping snake was aroused by the snake
charmer. However, this Espiritual force is awakened by the power
of a scientifically prepared acoustic sound and the authority of
the teacher, not by physical force.
This acoustic power of the teacher, repeated by the student with
the breath causes the awakened Espiritual power in the student to
move upwards within the central canal of the spinal cord. It is
the teacher's authority which causes this upward movement until
the ultimate experience of union of the soul with Supreme Consciousness
is achieved. Therefore, it is essential that the acoustic power
of the teacher have this capacity.
It should be very clear from the time of initiation that because
of the authority of the teacher or Guru there is Espiritual progress.
The responsibility of the student is to follow the instructions
of the teacher very strictly and precisely for physical and psychic
purification. As a result of the sincerity of the student and the
competence of the teacher, the student gets various experiences.
These stages of realization are experienced as the Espiritual force
in the student rises up through the spinal cord to the crown of
the head.
It is this process which is taught to the disciple by the Guru through
His representative or Acarya at the time of initiation. By a very
exact method of concentration the mind or "I feeling"
of the meditator is brought very carefully and slowly from its association
with the external world through the body to a point where the "I"
sits. Each and every person has their own special, personal mental
seat where the small self begins its movement towards the Universal
Self. Just as our body occupies a physical seat, our mind also has
a spot, a seat. That point differs from person to person depending
on their psychic momentum. The seat of the mind and how to get there
are explained by the acarya (teacher).
The meditator must be very clear about the goal of Meditación. After
the mind is brought to its seat, it must be aimed, directed at the
target. Exploration of the heavens and hells within the mind is
not the goal. No finite, limited experience of physical or mental
pleasure will satisfy the soul's longing for peace and joy. There
will always be a desire for more until limitless happiness is achieved.
So the disciple must be very clear form the start that the soul
longs for freedom and the mind must be focused on that goal. Only
then will the mantra, given by the Acarya, carry the mind to its
destination.
The scientifically prepared acoustic sound, enlivened by the power
of the teacher is called mantra in yoga. The effectiveness of the
mantra depends on three conditions. First, it must be repeated with
the breath. The mantra has two syllables. The first syllable is
repeated with the inhaled breath associated with the sense of existence.
The second syllable is repeated with the exhaled breath associated
with the Supreme Consciousness. Our individuality or separateness
is to be absorbed in that Supreme State of Being by the power of
the mantra.
Therefore, the mantra must be repeated with each and every breath.
This repetition, the second requirement, creates a momentum which
the student must develop so that there will be no break or pause
in concentration. All physical energy and all mental force is to
be directed, channeled to the mantra in a continuous unbroken flow
of mantra. Meditación Práctica gradually develops this ability
through regular Práctica daily.
The meaning of the mantra is very important. There are two meanings
of the mantra. One is the intellectual meaning which we can fins
in the dictionary. The second meaning is the sentimental meaning
or the meaning derived from the Práctica of Meditación. These two
meanings come together resulting in ideation, the third essential
characteristic. Mere repetition of the mantra with the breath will
not yield the desired result. There must be proper understanding
of the underlying spirit of the mantra and the mind must be absorbed
in that spirit.
As a result of this mental struggle to move in the proper direction
to bring the "I feeling" to its seat, to focus the momentum
of the mind in the goal, to repeat the mantra with the meaning and
breath, the mind is steadily expanded. This expansion of mind
allows greater expression of love for the Supreme Being. Meditación
is the process of knowing, realizing the true Self within. Knowing
leads to loving and love inspires sacrifice for the Beloved. The
mother sacrifices for the children, the wife for the husband, the
husband for the wife, the children for the parents. This sacrifice
leads to giving without expecting anything in return. The tremendous
power of Supreme Love experienced in Meditación overwhelms the student,
inspires sacrifice for the Beloved.
Through genuine Espiritual Práctica the mind expands creating the
feeling that everything and everyone in the world is a part of oneself
in a similar way that one feels the human body to be a part of oneself.
Analytical, compartmentalized thinking excludes, differentiates,
separates, sees everything as outside oneself. Espirituality
causes compassion, sharing, caring, sacrifice and service to arise
spontaneously. Materialism, however, stimulates selfishness, greed,
indifference and expectation of reward.
There are six stages of knowing or realization called "samadhi"
in yoga. Samadhi is a word composed of two parts – "sama"
plus "adhi". "Sama" means together or oneness.
"Adhi" means goal. So the complete meaning is oneness
with the goal. As the Espiritual force within the student rises up
within the spinal cord, it passes through six controlling centers
or chakras.
As the Espiritual force leaves the Página principal center at the base of the
spine and crosses the next controlling center, there is a feeling
that God is here in this same place with me. Prior to this the student
only believed in or perhaps doubted the existence of God, but now
he/she knows. This gives a particular kind of joy which invigorates
the mind.
By further Práctica of Meditación the Espiritual force crosses the
third controlling center, located at the navel. Here the feeling
is that God is near to me. This is an emotional nearness which results
in a more intense joy than the first. As we come closer to the one
we love, familiarity increases. Not only does God exist, but my
hesitation is gone. I feel that I can approach Him and find comfort
and peace.
When the Espiritual force passes through the heart center, the relationship
is very intimate, no formalities, no barriers exist between us.
I am with Him always and He knows all my thoughts and feelings.
There are no secrets, everything is shared. We care for each other.
As the devoted meditator tries to absorb more deeply the meaning
of the mantra, the Espiritual force crosses the center at the vocal
cord. Here the "I feeling" of the disciple and the "I
feeling" of God seem to be the same. Although separate, they
appear to be identical. The devotee loses himself/herself in the
desires of the Beloved. There is extreme joy.
The Espiritual force now reaches the pituitary gland. The mind bursts,
individuality merges in oneness, the soul is satisfied, yoga occurs.
"I am That" there is only God and my "I feeling"
and His have become One. This universe is My body and My mind is
expressed in it.
The final realization occurs by the powerful attraction of limitlessness
as the Espiritual force unites with the seventh center. The "I"
has merged in only-ness. It is beyond expression, beyond any description
or qualification.
Initiation is not complete unless the disciple surrenders to the
authority of the Guru. Without the Guru's involvement in the process
of Meditación from initiation to final realization these Espiritual
experiences cannot even be imagined. The disciple becomes like a
child in the lap of the father. That is why the Guru is called "Baba"
or Father. He is just like a father on the path to infinite happiness.
When we call a taxi to take us somewhere, we simply tell the taxi
driver our destination, get inside the car and let the driver do
the rest. We don't ask the driver if he knows how to drive or not,
whether he has had any accidents or not, whether he knows the roads
or not. We simply get into the car and relax. Similarly, accepting
the authority of the Guru is just like leaving the driving to Him.
Of course,, He knows our destination better than we do. He knows
where we have been, what we are now and what needs to be done to
make our journey successful.
However, there is another aspect of His involvement. Let us take
an example. A man has lived for 20 years. Each year has 365 days
so we multiply 20 by 365. Each day has 24 hours so we multiply the
total by 24. Every hour has 60 minutes so we multiply the total
by 60. The total is 10.5 million. If the man has done one action,
good or bad, every minute of his life, then he has accumulated 10.5
million reactions to these actions. As time passes the interest
also increases.
As he continues to live the number of reactions builds up. Suppose
we place a dollar sign before 10.5 million. Consider that you are
this person and that you have to pay this debt to the bank with
your present salary. How long will it take? If the debt continues
to increase daily along with the interest, it becomes a never ending
burden. Who will help you? Guru will help you, but only if you let
Him. Only if you surrender to Him.
He helps us to pay our debts which are hindering our movement. Suppose
a father gives his son a hockey stick for the son's birthday. Excited,
the child runs outside to play with his new gift. In his enthusiasm
he hits the hockey puck through the neighbor's window. Naturally,
the neighbor will come out of his house to scold the boy. He will
say, "Who's going to pay for my broken window?" The child
in all innocence will say, "My father will pay!" When
the father accepts the son as his own, he also accepts the responsibility
for child's needs until he is mature enough to stand on his own.
The relationship between the disciple and the Guru is mutual. You
accept the Guru and He accepts you. When you take the shelter of
the Guru, then you have certain obligations. You must follow His
instructions very carefully. The process of Meditación which you
learn at the time of initiation must be done regularly. His help
is much more than your effort, but your sincerity is essential.
According to the science of Tantra Yoga whenever a worthy disciple
is taught by a competent preceptor, Espiritual progress is a certainty.
Therefore, the student will have to take the trouble to Práctica
this science precisely. It will not be enough to read the cookbook
to satisfy hunger. We have to cook the food according to the recipe
and then taste and enjoy it. It will not be enough to read or listen
to this explanation. We will have to get initiated and meticulously
follow the system so that with the Guru's help our soul will be
truly satisfied.
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